The Broken Ship

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 8:10 AM

i remember, i walked away from the coast

i still remember, i had ever a ship there... a broken ship that i built for 7 years over.... even i hadn't started to sail on it.

one thought that might be i wouldn't come back to that coast...

or just might be sailing on the sea was only a dream.... totally a tale.


but now...


it's changed. I encourage my self to fix my ship up.

then with the blessing time.

i will ask you to sail with me.... would you, dear ?





April 24th 2011




now I am just RIGHT

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 1:40 PM

I left all the things which made me falling down before.

im so exhausted living in the left... honestly.

i choose right, with the whole of uncertainty.

with all my right, i left it all behind.



Jakarta, April 1st 2011
1:11 PM

The Hope

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 7:47 AM

Masih ada 1 urusan yang belum selesai, saya mengatakan "belum" bukan "tidak"...





Balikpapan, March 10th 2011


p.s: Semoga tahun ini ya Allah, amin..... :)

Teropong Bintang

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 9:14 AM

Ini teropong bintang....

yang kamu idamkan sejak lama,

sekarang tidak usah lagi meneropong dengan menggulung kertas koran :)

kalau kamu perhatikan seksama...

bintang-bintang itu, tidak diam.....

bergerak dan terus bergerak... sampai cahayanya redup.

dan kamu pun akan tahu, kalau rasi bintang yang indah itu bukanlah kebetulan



begitupun kamu, perhatikan dengan seksama... tanpa sadar kamu pun bergerak :)

karena aku yang memakai teropong bintangnya sekarang....





Makassar Strait, February 6th 2011
09:09 AM







How do We Meet ?

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 10:50 AM

when she choose the moon to be her world.

then i like actually Saturnus to be mine with his gorgeous ring.... i dont know why.

i think it's still coincidentally things... but she refused it. :p

yeah, she loves all galaxy and constellation with all its friends... :)

just keep on eye and remain each other... although we have our own "busy world" .


the question is "How do we meet ?"

i will say easily "Just go down to earth...." :)



BAlikpapan, Jan 21st 2011







Sebuah awal

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 5:31 PM

ahhhhh.... it's such a perfect day....


thanks God, finally i met her...




sebuah awal... semoga niat baiknya dimudahkan, aminnn.... :)



Jakarta, January 16th 2011



*speechless pertama kali liat, too serious conversation, french fries with iced lemon tea, hujan, gondola, jaim, the past story, ipod songs, warmth hugs, gado gado, vitamin with artificial tear drops...

and...

i want to be your brighter and laughter with all positivity.... so you may keep your chin up and be happy... wherever you are, whoever you are...


Later WM.... :)

My Weirdo Reviewo of 2010

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Posted by DamaR | Posted in | Posted on 9:39 PM

Setelah selesai nonton bola semifinal piala AFF Indonesia vs Philipine ( 1-0 final score, Gonzales 43') bareng anak2 kosan (indra, antony, kiwil, djen) di kamar si Hary. Saya pun kembali ke kamar dengan agak gontai...

Suara saya habis teriak2 dukung timnas kita bareng teman2.. yah, walaupun gak bisa langsung nonton di stadion Gelora Bung Karno. It was fun enough... :)

then i opened up my notebook, and started to surfing some stuffs, which is not so important (jangan harap buka email kantor atau mau buka persiapan project well/sumur berikutnya, apalagi mulai skripsi...)
saya cuma buka situs jejaring sosial punyanya si Mark Zuckerberg sama kicauan kicauan yang sangat update yang kadang ngalahin kecepatan narasumbernya itu sendiri.... :P

isinya hampir sama... riuh gemuruh menyeluruh teriak-teriak atas kemenangan timnas...

bosan di sana, saya beralih ke YM dan BBM....
rata2 statusnya "available", but i know it's not meant like that... ok, skip that.

dan pada akhirnya buka blogger dan menuliskan postingan gak jelas ini...hehehe.
udah Desember nih... saya pun juga harus review 2010, afterwards i must make 2011 Goals... kalo gak lupa deh, atau nanti 2011 gak ada junstrungannya... -___-!

arite,

Q1:
everything was look sooooo fine... kerjaan lancar (sempat loan ke Pekanbaru, sama ke Islamabad, Pakistan.... through Thailand, Abu Dhabi, Qatar, Singapore...) banyak belajar mental merantau, kerja sama orang luar, adaptasi budaya.... bla bla bla. terrific...!

Kuliah kacau... 2 semester nihil nyatronin kampus... alasannya ? kuliah nya gak nyediain kelas conferrence call sih... :P ahahaha. too much excuses damenkkk.

Knee Injured.... dislokasi tempurung.. Kiri dan kanan, sampai sekarang yang kiri belum fit bener... yahhh hati-hati saja damenk.


Q2:
yup... kembali loaned ke pakistan... kampus semakin berantakan... -__-!

positive side on this quarter, i met up Mba Runinta, she's the Financial Planner ( THanks to Twitter so we could meet). Intinya sih, dia bantu saya untuk ngatur cashflow supaya gak jadi boros. :D

di quarter ini, banyak waktu sering pulang ke JAkarta... bertemu orang tua. alhamdulilah...


Q3:
still fine, dapat kesempatan training ke Labuan, Malaysia... tapi anehnya sering berantem ma boss, mau boss jepun atau venezueala.. "F" words was getting used to... harus mikirin masa depan di tempat ini sepertinya... -__-!

i got an opportunity to continue my Foster Father program... Ajat dan Ulfah. Alhamdulilah,.. mereka masih bisa lanjut sekolahnya.. someday kita ketemu ya adik-adik...
you can get the same opportunity as well... just click www.rumahzakat.org
Thx to ibu Fitriana dan MAs Sophian... (lain kali kita ketemu yah.. )


Q4:
demotivated sama kerjaan.. eh ralat, bukan kerjaannya, i love my jobs honestly not my management. dorongan untuk mencari tempat baru semakin kuat....

Hubungan roman picisan yang kandas... berarti yaaa mulai baru lagi. Efek ini sangat besar secara psikologis ternyata, ngaruh ke kerjaan juga... sial.

Ahh.. Generally sepertinya itu aja review 2010, saya malas membahas lebih detail... :P

hmm.. Still a lot of things to do to be better... rather than just sitting and doing nothing. :D


Tiang listrik deket kosan dah dipukul 1 kali sama pak hansip... tanda jam 1 pagi.. see you soon temans. i just wanna share.


oiya, buat Cahya di Amsterdam... terima kasih untuk waktunya ya. :) semoga tanganmu lekas sembuh.. salam buat papamu. Semoga Novel "Negeri van Oranje" nya kesampean bisa ke tangan kamu deh... hehehe.

Affini, i like your status "people change life goes on".... semoga bisa ketemu sebelum kamu overseas... mau nawarin project bareng euy... :D

Indra, Kiwil, Antony, Djen, Harry, mbak saripit... thanks yowww for the kosan gank... i always count on you guys... :D

De' Fina, akhirnya sempet ketemu yah... hahahaha... salam buat keluarga...

Jalal,,,, i missed you a lot bro... gimana pembangunan rumah di wasior ? PMI pasti seneng punya anggota kayak kamu lal... proud of you !!!

Balikpapan, December 20th 2010



"you.. yeah you :) maybe i'm not worthed to you... or maybe the worth of mine is not for you" thanks a lot... :)