Surat Sakti (2)

Akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk mengirim surat sakti yang telah lama disimpan rapi,
dari beberapa alasan yang menjadi pertimbangan dalam memutuskan untuk resign adalah KELUARGA.

Caton needs daddy figure, so Wulan does.... :)
insya Allah semoga ini menjadi keputusan yang terbaik, untuk pribadi dan keluarga pastinya...
dan saya akui untuk bergerak pindah ke suatu tempat yang baru butuh mental yang sangat kuat.

pertama, zona nyaman yang sudah melekat.
kedua, uncertainty. yap... ketidakpastian. it is so human being... :)
ketiga, counter offer... perusahaan gak akan melepas begitu saja karyawannya tanpa ada usaha counter offer yang membuat kita bimbang.

well... i have decided. and now we need to face the uncertainty. :)

April, 1st 2013

Our Little Caton

Dan diantara kehidupan kami, bulan dan saturnus. Telah lahir planet lain yang menjadikan hidup menjadi lebih berwarna. Caton.

Makna bijaksana menjadi alasan kami untuk memberikan nama Caton.
dan kehadirannya kini sudah tentu menjadikan "nikmat yang banyak" oleh Tuhan berikan. sangat banyak.

Caton, temukan sinar dalam dirimu. dan sinarilah semesta.

September 9, 2012

The Broken Ship

i remember, i walked away from the coast

i still remember, i had ever a ship there... a broken ship that i built for 7 years over.... even i hadn't started to sail on it.

one thought that might be i wouldn't come back to that coast...

or just might be sailing on the sea was only a dream.... totally a tale.

but now...

it's changed. I encourage my self to fix my ship up.

then with the blessing time.

i will ask you to sail with me.... would you, dear ?

April 24th 2011

now I am just RIGHT

I left all the things which made me falling down before.

im so exhausted living in the left... honestly.

i choose right, with the whole of uncertainty.

with all my right, i left it all behind.

Jakarta, April 1st 2011

1:11 PM

The Hope

Masih ada 1 urusan yang belum selesai, saya mengatakan "belum" bukan "tidak"...

Balikpapan, March 10th 2011

p.s: Semoga tahun ini ya Allah, amin..... :)

Teropong Bintang

Ini teropong bintang....

yang kamu idamkan sejak lama,

sekarang tidak usah lagi meneropong dengan menggulung kertas koran :)

kalau kamu perhatikan seksama...

bintang-bintang itu, tidak diam.....

bergerak dan terus bergerak... sampai cahayanya redup.

dan kamu pun akan tahu, kalau rasi bintang yang indah itu bukanlah kebetulan

begitupun kamu, perhatikan dengan seksama... tanpa sadar kamu pun bergerak :)

karena aku yang memakai teropong bintangnya sekarang....

Makassar Strait, February 6th 2011

09:09 AM

How do We Meet ?

when she choose the moon to be her world.

then i like actually Saturnus to be mine with his gorgeous ring.... i dont know why.

i think it's still coincidentally things... but she refused it. :p

yeah, she loves all galaxy and constellation with all its friends... :)

just keep on eye and remain each other... although we have our own "busy world" .

the question is "How do we meet ?"

i will say easily "Just go down to earth...." :)

BAlikpapan, Jan 21st 2011

Sebuah awal

ahhhhh.... it's such a perfect day....

thanks God, finally i met her...

sebuah awal... semoga niat baiknya dimudahkan, aminnn.... :)

Jakarta, January 16th 2011

*speechless pertama kali liat, too serious conversation, french fries with iced lemon tea, hujan, gondola, jaim, the past story, ipod songs, warmth hugs, gado gado, vitamin with artificial tear drops...

and...

i want to be your brighter and laughter with all positivity.... so you may keep your chin up and be happy... wherever you are, whoever you are...

Later WM.... :)

My Weirdo Reviewo of 2010

Setelah selesai nonton bola semifinal piala AFF Indonesia vs Philipine ( 1-0 final score, Gonzales 43') bareng anak2 kosan (indra, antony, kiwil, djen) di kamar si Hary. Saya pun kembali ke kamar dengan agak gontai...

Suara saya habis teriak2 dukung timnas kita bareng teman2.. yah, walaupun gak bisa langsung nonton di stadion Gelora Bung Karno. It was fun enough... :)

then i opened up my notebook, and started to surfing some stuffs, which is not so important (jangan harap buka email kantor atau mau buka persiapan project well/sumur berikutnya, apalagi mulai skripsi...)

saya cuma buka situs jejaring sosial punyanya si Mark Zuckerberg sama kicauan kicauan yang sangat update yang kadang ngalahin kecepatan narasumbernya itu sendiri.... :P

isinya hampir sama... riuh gemuruh menyeluruh teriak-teriak atas kemenangan timnas...

bosan di sana, saya beralih ke YM dan BBM....

rata2 statusnya "available", but i know it's not meant like that... ok, skip that.

dan pada akhirnya buka blogger dan menuliskan postingan gak jelas ini...hehehe.

udah Desember nih... saya pun juga harus review 2010, afterwards i must make 2011 Goals... kalo gak lupa deh, atau nanti 2011 gak ada junstrungannya... -___-!

arite,

Q1:

everything was look sooooo fine... kerjaan lancar (sempat loan ke Pekanbaru, sama ke Islamabad, Pakistan.... through Thailand, Abu Dhabi, Qatar, Singapore...) banyak belajar mental merantau, kerja sama orang luar, adaptasi budaya.... bla bla bla. terrific...!

Kuliah kacau... 2 semester nihil nyatronin kampus... alasannya ? kuliah nya gak nyediain kelas conferrence call sih... :P ahahaha. too much excuses damenkkk.

Knee Injured.... dislokasi tempurung.. Kiri dan kanan, sampai sekarang yang kiri belum fit bener... yahhh hati-hati saja damenk.

Q2:

yup... kembali loaned ke pakistan... kampus semakin berantakan... -__-!

positive side on this quarter, i met up Mba Runinta, she's the Financial Planner ( THanks to Twitter so we could meet). Intinya sih, dia bantu saya untuk ngatur cashflow supaya gak jadi boros. :D

di quarter ini, banyak waktu sering pulang ke JAkarta... bertemu orang tua. alhamdulilah...

Q3:

still fine, dapat kesempatan training ke Labuan, Malaysia... tapi anehnya sering berantem ma boss, mau boss jepun atau venezueala.. "F" words was getting used to... harus mikirin masa depan di tempat ini sepertinya... -__-!

i got an opportunity to continue my Foster Father program... Ajat dan Ulfah. Alhamdulilah,.. mereka masih bisa lanjut sekolahnya.. someday kita ketemu ya adik-adik...

you can get the same opportunity as well... just click www.rumahzakat.org

Thx to ibu Fitriana dan MAs Sophian... (lain kali kita ketemu yah.. )

Q4:

demotivated sama kerjaan.. eh ralat, bukan kerjaannya, i love my jobs honestly not my management. dorongan untuk mencari tempat baru semakin kuat....

Hubungan roman picisan yang kandas... berarti yaaa mulai baru lagi. Efek ini sangat besar secara psikologis ternyata, ngaruh ke kerjaan juga... sial.

Ahh.. Generally sepertinya itu aja review 2010, saya malas membahas lebih detail... :P

hmm.. Still a lot of things to do to be better... rather than just sitting and doing nothing. :D

Tiang listrik deket kosan dah dipukul 1 kali sama pak hansip... tanda jam 1 pagi.. see you soon temans. i just wanna share.

oiya, buat Cahya di Amsterdam... terima kasih untuk waktunya ya. :) semoga tanganmu lekas sembuh.. salam buat papamu. Semoga Novel "Negeri van Oranje" nya kesampean bisa ke tangan kamu deh... hehehe.

Affini, i like your status "people change life goes on".... semoga bisa ketemu sebelum kamu overseas... mau nawarin project bareng euy... :D

Indra, Kiwil, Antony, Djen, Harry, mbak saripit... thanks yowww for the kosan gank... i always count on you guys... :D

De' Fina, akhirnya sempet ketemu yah... hahahaha... salam buat keluarga...

Jalal,,,, i missed you a lot bro... gimana pembangunan rumah di wasior ? PMI pasti seneng punya anggota kayak kamu lal... proud of you !!!

Balikpapan, December 20th 2010

"you.. yeah you :) maybe i'm not worthed to you... or maybe the worth of mine is not for you" thanks a lot... :)

Beh

Cause the only one person whom i want to exceed his limit is only you ... Dad. :)

so you can always be proud of me....

Balikpapan

December 14th, 2010

"after couple hours we spent tonight with discussion talking about me, lovely mom, sisters, family, women, life, love, future, troubles make wiser, jokes, aphorism, experience, etc."

and even i am a man now, im still your little boy... LOL. don't worry dad. i will be fine.

Bangkirai Hills, East Borneo

Went somewhere to get lost, and saw how humble we were on God's eye....

so i (with indra, kiwil, and nugroho) went through Bukit Bengkirai /Bengkirai Hills (93 km from Balikpapan) just wanted to trekking the hills either wanted to know wheter there was something exciting there.

Sunny Day, or you might called it Sunday :P... perfect sky, good friends... what else did you need to be waiting for ?

once touched down there, we started trekking... actually it's not the wild track, it was an artificial one. i asked the local people if i wanted to get the wild one you had to take another route, then you would find the wild... hehehe. Thanks, sir... i was not prepared yet. No Backpack... might be next time pak.

just took 20 mins, to reach the main point which called "Canopy Bridge". It was about Trees Bridge with height approx. 30-40 metres connected with slings rope and wood stepping...

the great things was... when you reached on top... you got the perfect view from there... Mahogani trees, Bangkirai Trees, etc. (definitely big trees.....sure).

we took some pics there, expressed our feel.... forgot about bloody jobs, problems, whatsoever....

then we are drowned by excitement.

at the end of the story, it was awesome.... further when you could kill your time not only sitting in your empty room... get up, and get life..... :)

Balikpapan

December 12th 2010

note: i am just trying to keep myself busy... as hectic as i could. I know the memory is standing still. but i have to continue my journey... :)

poto lainnya nyusul yo... lama beud uploadnya... hehehe

Hello West Senno

For the first time was being offshore... got lost in the middle of nowhere.

for the first time, when sun sometimes becomed a friend, also the enemy.

for the first time i saw the dolphin's dancing...

The angry rains, the wild winds

for the first time i met peoples who worked for life, love, and sincerety. :)

in the middle of the nowhere, we had it all......

and it's been 2 years place... now i'm on that place again.

Hello West Senno, how are you ?

Makassar Strait, Dec 1st 2010

Close the Story

Never ever doubt my trust and commitment...

but you did already... :)

so it's time to set you free, set me free....

Just put all the blames on me.... i accept it, totally accept it.

and i say "adios" and fly higher. :)

then i just close the story of you and me.... thank's for the lesson learned of life. :)

Makassar Strait,

Nov 29th 2010 for Nov 15th 2010

11 pm

My Dad's Message

Yasin Murtolo 14 November at 13:21 Report

Hingar bingar bercinta adalah keniscayaan, itulah tandanya kehidupan panggung sandiwara dunia. semua punya lakon dan peran masing2. menyadari bahwa kita sedang menjalani peran dan lakon adalah suatu kearifan diri. sehingga bila datang ujian "Derita" ato "Bahagia" (yg tipis bedanya) kita tak terhenyak dan larut. selama matahari masih terbit dari timur, dongakkan kepala dengan semangat selalu optimis. karena itulah siTole kuberi nama DAMAR RESTIO (arti harfiah adalah Pelita Kesetiaan) dg harapan dapat menerangi jalan hidupnya dan kesetiaan pada prinsip hidupnya. semoga ........

It's Good to be Back

it's good to be back, to be yourself

it's good to be back, to find your passion is

it's good to be back, to help each other

but for me....

it's so mean for me, when i said "it's good to be back, to be home..."

Balikpapan,

November 10th 2010

Fight the Future

selalu suka sama lagunya The Trees and The Wild (TTATW), Fight the Future

FIGHT THE FUTURE

so much to say

but i won’t make it quick

i lose my mind

each time i look at your eyes

so why don’t you close them?

and all those sleepless nights

reminds me of one thing though

how fast time passes us by

so why don’t we hold them?

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’m passing this old neighborhood

and see how it meant to you

i’m hoping you’ll be there

i’m hoping you’ll be there

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

and hope we’ll reach morning

hope we’ll reach morning

i thought you saw it too

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

i’ll fight the future for you (maybe)

linknya bisa diklik di sini untuk download atau dengerin:

The Trees And The Wild - Fight The Future [by plonthang].mp3

Makassar Strait, October 10th 2010

tetap optimis kawan.... :)

How Fast Time Passes Us by

21 September 2007

3 years past back, 40 orang seangkatan saya kumpul semua di sentra mulia, Jakarta lantai 17 untuk assignment day... Yap, that was transition day from college stud become an employee... kebayang seneng banget. akhirnya bisa mulai hidup mandiri lah.

40 dari kita saling lihat satu sama lain, berkenalan.,. tukar cerita dan akhirnya saling tukar info dimana dapat penempatan departemen dana lokasi assignment.

Saya ditempatkan di department Completion untuk wilayah Balikpapan, Kalimantan Timur. Bersama 10 orang lainnya dengan penempatan department lain.

saya ditempatin di completion bareng Indra Nugroho, si urang sunda pisan tapi nama jawa... menipuu....hahaha.

cukuplah itu intermezzonya..

21 September 2010

sampai after office hours, tiba tiba indra kasih selamat... "happy 3 years anniversary..." wow, i just realized that buddy.. spontan saya kasih selamat ke teman teman angkatan lain yang kebetulan ada di base Antony, Hary, Ferly. (sebagian lain lagi tugas di field memang...)

then, we just laughed together...Actually, i felt like many meanings of our laughs tonight. How fast time passes us by, dude... :) then we shared the story of the first day we met. About hillarious of OFS-1 training (September 24th-31st 2007, JW Marriot Hotel Jakarta) *a week in a 5 stars hotel... you can imagine how funny we were at that time* si indra gak ngerti cara buka pintu hotel pake kartu. Ada yang gak bi(a)sa pake wc duduk, ada yang norak waktu nongkrong and minum di starbuck coffee, maruk pas makan malam.. ada yang cinlok, wah terlalu banyak kalo diceritain semua... =)

another story about our achievement. 3 tahun ini kita cerita si anu sudah seperti ini, si anu udah di grade ini, si dia sudah begini, mereka sudah begitu, sudah tidak di sini, sudah di situ..

for me? i try to face it with flat feelings.. It means that. i don't want to put huge hopes in this place... just let the time passes me by to through may part. Maybe here i belong to.. maybe another place. Gratitude for anything that i had from this place. :) im not fake that. this place changed me a lot..... yeah a lot. and thanks for that.

but again, im facing my way with flat feelings... i think this is the wise way to make me comfort.

but guys... "Happy 3 years Anniversar"y..... :) really thankfull meet and know you....

Balikpapan, September 21st 2010

22:00 WITA

dan kita merayakannya dengan makan nasi pecel lele bareng bareng... plus es jeruk :)

ki ka: Damenk, Antony, Indra, Hary, Ferly

Nowhere to Go....

cause i am Demotivated...... Indeed.

Balikpapan, september 20th 2010

Al-Hujan

Tahukah kau perihal tentang hujan ? yaitu dia yang berbunyi "tik tik tik" di atas genteng. (Al-Hujan:1)

airnya turun tidak terkira, ketika kau coba tengok dahan dan ranting, maka yang basah adalah pohon dan kebun. (Al-Hujan:2)

kala Sang Hujan tiba, ojek motor berteduh dan ojek payung bertebaranlah di muka bumi. (Al-Hujan:3)

dan ketika dia semakin deras, maka mukjizat "payung" diturunkan. (Al-Hujan:4)

aku adalah dia orangnya bersama 5 anak cucu adam yang lain berlindung di bawah naungan payung besar berlafazkan "LA Lights". (Al-Hujan:5)

kemudian aku adalah dia orangnya yang berkata "mengapa takut hujan?". (Al-Hujan:6)

berkatalah seorang bapak di samping kananku "sesungguhnya motorku baru saja dicuci". akupun manggut-manggut (Al-Hujan:7)

berkatalah seorang pemuda di samping kiriku "celakalah aku, baju kerja sampai basah niscaya bos akan murka beserta isinya." (Al-Hujan:8)

2 orang perempuan berseragam putih abu-abu adalah mereka orangnya yang berkata "takut masuk angin,kak." (Al-Hujan:9)

dan pemilik payung besar berlafazkan "LA Lights" berkata "maka tembakau bungkusku tak laku." (Al-Hujan:10)

aku adalah dia orangnya bersama 5 anak cucu adam yang lain berlindung di bawah naungan payung besar berlafazkan "LA Lights", berlindung dalam diam. Memohon kepada Allah SWT berharap hujan segera reda. (Al-Hujan:11)

berserulah kami.. "Alhamdulilah", saat hujan berhenti. Bertebaran kembali di muka bumi, melanjutkan lagi hajat yang tertunda. Sungguh Allah Maha Bijaksana. (Al-Hujan:12)

Jakarta, August 18th 2010 16:00 WIB

sekitaran Blok M Plaza, SMAN 6 Jakarta, dan Terminal Bus Damri

tetaplah bersemangat, whoever you are, whatever you do, as long as it's good things, keep it up. :) Rain is only additional recipe.

inspired from Pidi Baiq with his "Al-Asbun Manfaatulngawur"

Marhaaban ya Ramadhan

Marhaaban ya Ramadhan...

semoga kali ini bisa khatam Al-Quran dan terjemahannya. Amien.

CAYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... \m/

Balikpapan, August 10th 2010

1:50 pm